I've been plugging along thinking that I have been doing pretty well emotionally with this whole miscarriage thing. I've maintained a pretty good attitude and really tried to keep everything in perspective. I'm still very hopeful about getting pregnant again. I've really tried to conduct myself with love, hope and faith.
But . . . . (and really, you knew this was coming)
I was doing some blog hopping today and came across a blog by someone who is pregnant and just found out she is having a boy. And her due date is December 6th. That was my due date.
Ouch.
So much for plugging right along. Seeing that date stopped me right in my tracks.
Ouch.
You know it is amazing how wild it hits you. I was doing so well too and then BAM you are hit out of no where. It is normal. Let yourself roll with the punches. HUGS!
ReplyDeleteI am sending you lots or virtual hugs. *hugs* *hugs* *hugs*! I've been in your shoes and I know what you are going through. Time heals all wounds they say but the scars last forever. You are in my thoughts today.
ReplyDeleteI can totally relate. I am 3.5 months past my miscarriage and keep having moments like those. The nice thing is that they are getting to be fewer and fewer. I don't think a miscarriage is something you ever total get over, but it does get a little easier as you get farther away.
ReplyDeleteI am sending you a hug.
Rachel
Ugh! The same thing happened to me yesterday when I was looking at my work calendar to see when we are closed this year and boom! There it was- Thanksgiving Nov. 22nd- my due date and it hit me hard. What can I say? It's sad, but we will get through it-- we have no other choice. Hugs to you today!
ReplyDeletethat hurts. I don't know what to day but that I'm thinking of you.
ReplyDeleteMy due date would have been in 2 days. Some days I think I'm fine, but not this week...
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